Dissociation

I felt You today
And I didn't have to run away

You were soft
Gentle, yet
Bright with power

Singing,
"I want to be with You where You are"
I realized
I can be with You
Without having to leave
You will come to wherever I am
But how much more to come to You.

And I can feel You
Here
And I can feel You
Here
And I can feel You
While staying
Here
And maybe I don't have to leave
Anymore.

I can feel You here
Without having to follow You away
Reaching the outer realms of the spirit
Whirling weightlessly in the fog
When you are willing to dance
Right here.

And I can feel You
Here
And I can feel You
Here
And I can feel You
While staying
Here
And maybe I don't have to leave
Anymore.

I can feel You
and not have to leave
Because bad things don't happen
where You are

I can feel You here
and not have to leave
Because feeling doesn't have to mean fear
And it's safe to stay
where You are.

And I can feel You
Here
And I can feel You
Here
And I can feel You
While staying
Here
And maybe I don't have to leave
Anymore

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